recovery

BIG mistake

A few weeks ago, against my better judgement I did something I really knew I shouldn't have done. I went out of my way to watch something I knew could trigger me. The baby went to bed without much fuss which was a huge relief, So I thought I'd unwind with good old Netflix. Now… Continue reading BIG mistake

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baby · back to work · breastfeeding · expectations · family · fed is best · guilty · parenting

Mama guilt

This week has been a tough one. I've been filled with so much guilt, been feeling so unbelievably upset, completely emotional in ways I'm not usually and irrationality worried over everything. I can't seem to shift this feeling even though deep down I know I'm doing nothing wrong. I'm parenting in the exact way that… Continue reading Mama guilt

baby · expectations · grown up · winging it · work

What a week!

This has been one of the most packed weeks I think I've lived in a long time.. there's been job interview, trial shifts, party planning, birthday prep, doctors appointments, march planning (I'll post more on that later) and a wonderful bout of some horrendous tonsillitis to top it all off. There's been tears, tantrums, laughs,… Continue reading What a week!